2 years down the road...
!!Speakers please!!
TADA!
I am back again to blog my remaining days before I enter NS!
I think I am like everybody ba, when you have alot of unfinished business before entering NS and I think I will be darn regretful! Though somethings are really beyond what I can do!
Of course, I am certainly looking forward to what life has to offer me yet again, which usually brings me nice surprises. But I am really afraid, not of the NS life, but of what I will miss out and what I cannot help to improve in.
Like for NHDS. Will they get more united? Can they withstand the test of troubled times? Are they self-sufficient in the journey to SYF? Will some long lost graduates come back and spoil the fragile balance? Will the school forsake dance? Will graduates cause disharmony? Personally, I have alot of wish for dance, many I know is seemingly impossible to achieve. But I believe each step forward is already a success itself.
Then ballet, the art that has given me the most problems up to now and I am still loving it. The common problem of losing the flexibility. And if I dont continue my exams, my teacher will have no class for me then! Unless she is willing to do private classes! I will miss my Ele and Inter exams with the class I am with now. How? Time would have forsaken me then!
I certainly dunwan to come out as stiff as a stick and can't dance anymore! Dreadful isn't it? I have seen many people suffering under the cruel Mr. NS! AHH!
How come I didn't mention DIY? Duh, because I am least worried about it. There are so many people in the troupe to make sure performance goes right and things go smoothly. Just like nobody is indispensable in the world, there are people ever ready to take over the gaping hole in the line of duties.
Of course, the nice surprise will be when I become Mr. Thin Teo!! WEEE~! Everything will comes easier. This is definitely dependent on my own diligence! I think only fat people like me will understand the feeling. haha!
Haiya! I am just being very worried about alot of things lah. Maybe my absence will let things become better! Whatever will be, will be!
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