some NEW discoveries...

sunday at PA:

zy came to talk to me abt my last blog entry... hmmm... i actually still feel very undecided... there are alot of deciding factors to my decision bahss... parents... schoolwork(which i think it will be ok as things are wat we learnt in sec sch...)... and the ppl there... hope i can find a decision when time comes bah... o level results also matter... hmmm... anyway... i was quite disappointed lahs... i everything cant properly lahss... :( snake not up then zombie + pushup set cant do on time... then the part with jeff also cannot do on time... :((((

monday at PJC:

a rather slacking day today... no lessons until 9.30... then a 2 hr chinese lecture... watch a video which made me thought abt many many stuff which has been on my mind recently... friendship and my own ideals... the name of the show is called shao4 nian2 wang3 shi4... the story began when a girl ,still very young at abt 13? coz she jus entered sec sch, found a violin which belonged to a boy at abt the same age... so she began a little seaarch for the guy in the sec sch... finally, she realised that the guy she has been occasionally talking to in the music studio was the guy who lost the violin... they thus became very close frens which somehow sparked the rumours by the sch mates tt they were dating... nonetheless... they still carried on their frenship... upon hearing tt the girl's mum was going to betroth her to a guy, she decided to left home for good... she then went to lodge at a broken ship along a beach owned by the boy... their frenship became much more sturdier... meanwhile, she also helped the boy to fight for his own dreams and ideals: to be a renowned violinist... he finally managed to become a student of a renowned violinist to learn the ropes... the girl herself realised tt she shld do so too as her dreams is to travel every part of europe which was deemed as heavenly then as the story was set in 1928 in Qingdao, china... so she set her mind to leave the island at the dismay of the boy... shortly after they parted, the boy realised tt he will miss her greatly(high opportunity cost.. haha..) then took his violin and chased after her... they were so young... she did wait for the boy at the harbour a while... but the boy heard the toooot of the ship and tot she left... thus he went slower... she then tot he wasnt coming and LEFT!!!! at the harbour, he played a piece he made himself... alone on the harbour... after more than a decade... she tot of him and decided to send him a letter: thanx for everything u hav given... u made up the most memorable time in my life...

it was the skeleton of the story tt was thoughts provoking... can frenship really last when the ppl involved is no longer able to meet up? is frenship more important than one's own dreams and ambitions? like when we grad from nhss, we still can go back to nhss to meet frens and juniors... but when u and ur frens and juniors hav all grad, wats the meeting place? how to meet up? wat can the frenship rely on? i do not wanna look back in the future and regret abt things in my life... but then... like wat i have said in earlier entry... there are alot of things we cannot control... i noe one mus learn to get on with life... but sometimes i will fang bu xia alot of things... and it gets worse when i get older... maybe i shl ask dallan later abt this.. hmmm... and i wanna go get the movie... maybe can go someone house watch... but its a little china-pok lahs...

ok... ANYWAY... i discovered alot of things:
me and mouse:
look around whenever u are not at home... especially at MRTs... u will find an interesting thing... the racial ratio, now i think, is no longer wat we learn in pri sch social studies tb... its no longer 70 : 20: 10.... 70 chinese 20 malays and indians 10 minority races... when the mrt doors open, in a grp of 10 tt comes in, u can find 5 to 7 is malay or indian... THIS IS NOT AN ANTI-RACIAL PARAGRAPH fyi... its jus quite shocking to me... and sometimes ppl may feel rather weird... especially when u r tired and still cant ffind a seat and need to squeeze like sardines with malays and indians who may stink considerably as they are after work... hmmm... go think abt it!

me (coz dallan dunwanna agree with me... :( ):
tml go school settle down... if u got time... walk around and start noticing everybody de noses and ears... loook at it and think abt it... after awhile... u will realise tt noses and ears looks ulta funny on humans... it looks very out of place.. haha... its like jutting out of the head!! haha...

me:
this one i never around before lahs... but it works for me... so find a chim word... best is 2 to 3 syllabus de... then keep repeating the word... it will sound funny after a while and u actually forget the meaning of the word!!!!! haha...

haha... it will be interesting when u managed to get the feeling... haha...