dim future i see!

As promised i am back to write on the alot of stuff that i felt during the past 2 weeks(hey... i jus finish beating that 5000 hp de punchbag bob... thats why i sound so sian... lucky i got that trophy lor... unlike some ke lian congs who didnt get the thing after spending 1 to 2 hrs... teehee!)

sometimes i really feel that life doesnt always lies in our hands(okay... i know its supposed to be fate instead of life... hee!)... u all think so??? see huh... since birth, many times and things of our life hav already been planned... like our calendar of life being 'chop' by so many ppl... ok... i think it can even be said before birth LOR... when we are still african-looking foetus in the womb, people starts to affect us... they suck our protective fluid out for every disgusting tests under the name of CHECKING FOR GROWTH OF THE BABY AKA FUTURE PILLAR OF THE NATION...

then after the labourous labour, within the first month we are forced to be poked at with sharp needles by sadistic doctors who celebrates with their foxy nurse as we always see in tvs when they see poor babies like us wail out loud... not once not twice but many many times!!!

then we are predestined to spend our early part of life to mid life (7 to 16 = 10 freaking years!!!) like a monk or nun, in schools to learn AKA ai de jiao yu by teachers of all sorts but will always in the end say that they hav no choice but to wack somebody's buttocks that kinda da bian... haha... then for the so-called cleverer people will go jc and blahblah...

then guys are again forced to go for NS... even before my dad is born it is already confirmed that TEO WEI HONG will be in NS when he turns 18... freakingly shitty... c'mon lah... we all understand that its for our homeland but if it is not compulsory i think nobody (or maybe there is some coz they need the pay)... and that is another 2 years for guys... then after that it still continues! re-service everyyear? 2 weeks lehs! that is so oh my tian! freakingly lor... then after the ardous journey of 60 or 70 years, we die! holy mama... then i can imagine the pastor saying that we are called home to lord that kind of stuff... no offence to christians of course!

so whos says we determined our own future? even if we fail our PSLE, it is also predestinied that we will still hav to study but in different courses... so where got lies in our own hands???? where??? GaaaHHHhhhhhhHHh!