Forlorn

Excerpt from a forlorn tuabehgong's mind:

Looking through the past year, many things has changed a great deal.

Dance. Now I am much more involved in PA Dance's performances due to Chingay. I do think back and consider whether this is right or wrong. because I know that DI is where i learnt everything from(and of course nhds). We were a 'loan' in the first place and we shld be 'returned' dutifully. No doubt these events makes me more familiar with people dancing in PA dance and realise the facade of a good reputation of some dancers, I became more exposed to different type of dance forms or i shld say different techniques used in chinese dance ba. There are things that I enjoy that I dun in DI and vice versa. z. but with all the injuries I have with me, nothing is going to turn out fine until they are settle.

Academics. It has never really changed alot. still the same old routine of going to lectures and tutorials and the grades never improved.

Besides all these, there are still many things that troubles me. The situation in nhds, ballet exams and many private stuffs.

I really hate how everything became this way. I HATE IT. Whenever I have a prospective, nothing ever turns out my way. It makes one so depressed and again ponder over life. I do not have alot of things that other have. Its unfair? Seeing those people up there being so happy is very torturous because I know that that will never be true for me. yah. it jus sucks!

ignore the last part. getting pissed off. depression again. omg. shoo.