Busy Days!

WOO! Came into Blogger and realised that Blogger got a newer version liao. LOL! I very outdated about blogging le sia.

Looking back at this holiday, I realised that I have been involved in dance stuff half of the time. Like going back Nan Hua to see their dance, DI dance practices, CDAA Performance, Chingay practices, upcoming Teochew Opera Performance with Nan Hua Lu Ju Tuan and other stuffs. And the reason for this post is my mother.

Plainly, she asked me whether all that I have put in is worth my time and everything else. This phrase struck me like nothing else because I personally have never thought about this before. And if possible, I wanna stand of both side of the view.

I am not going to elaborate too much about this anyway because I feel that everything around me has changed. Sometimes humans are just so fragile. Mentally and physically.

All I wanna say is that things are especially tough for people who do not have the natural abilities to do better and go further in dance. But these people, with the correct attitude and passion, work doubly hard to replace what they dun have. However, no one usually will notice how much hard work they put in because they are taken for granted. And this tires them out. Mentally and physically. They are willing to sustain any kind of injuries to make themselves better and to be more presentable on stage. They are willing to go the extra mile to learn and participate more than the rest. They are even willing to accept any kind of criticism people hurl at them because they wanna improve themselves. I can say that they do much more than those with natural qualities but who knows about the bitter hardwork behind their faces? The world is just not round I guess. All these wears out any degree of passion they can possibly have because they will know all might be not worth the pain.

Survival of the fittest I guess. Good days over. Dance days. I am just not sure. Everything else is not important already I guess.

I am just so tired mentally and physically. Someone, kill me please?