Sept Holidays

Wow! Just finish looking through my dashboard and realised that i haven't been blogging for like 20 freaking days. JC life is certainly zooming pass fast and i gonna be a J2 soon! lol! Its the dumb holidays again where I go through a checkpoint in life to see how I have been coping with life and so on and I realised that some things are going terribly wrong!

Dance
Nothing ever goes well for me in dance. Really. I am still trying to cope with my god-damned sprained ankle since 21st July. One and a half month had passed and I cannot do anything fruitful at DI. One sprained ankle + one healing tendonitis + one fat body = my heavy duty legs and feet. Actually I dropped 3 kg but it is still far from my aim so nothing's doing. I NEED TO SLIM DOWN BEFORE OCTOBER 6 7 8!!! My heart dropped instantly when Laoshi told me that I maybe need to go for physiotherapy for my sprained ankle. Died-ed. And there are so many things that I gonna miss in the future in dance, like the Korea trip next year. My god. I think I haven't finish choreographing for the You and I item. Hmmm.

Academics
People always say if you are not doing well in an area, you will certianly do well in another area. Hmmm. I think the JJ spirits are really not helping me. Although I didn't fail any subjects overall-ly in the recent CT but the grades are deemed as L-O-U-S-Y by my parents. I am really used to the tough life of a JC student. LOL inside joke.

Personal Life
Sick. Just like a salesman, Sickomon has been knocking at my door recently. Cough flu fever runny nose unhealable skin allergy. BLAH! Something is just so wrong with me lately. I am feeling something that I have never felt for a long time but I dunno how to explain it properly. Hmmm. Shall talk to Adrian about it. LOL. Nabe. LOL!!! My room is in a mess. Everyday go home see my bed my table i just feel like turning away, just feel like throwing everything away and that includes my GC, Harry Potter, Times magazine and many many more things that seem so valuable to keep. True enough I do have alot of valuable things in my life that I wanna hold on to and hold them tight. But heaven always make fun of me in a way or another.

So I have decided to take things in my stride. I shall solve one thing at a time until I finish everything that comes to me. I shall slowly cut my weight until laoshi don't say that I am fat anymore, I shall make Dr Gan give me more AP, I shall pack my room slowly day after day, I shall tell him something that I wanna say now, I shall I shall stand tall.

LOL I know the lack of entries are seriously causing people to heck care my blog. Whatever. You come as you wish but you will come more often soon. LOL

OMG Maths Lect tml. faints.