JJC Prelude!

today marks the last day of the march hols... also means the last day of honeyMOON period in jc life (a diputs phrase alot of PJ teachers like to use)... seems to be like an abrupt start to a new life after tt abrupt stop during the JJ orientation due to the malacca dance comp... still not used to alot of things though... the principal, the confusing look-alike classroom block, teachers and i dun even noe who is in my class, where is my class, whos the CT, and most importantly.... WHERE TO STAND FOR FLAGRAISING!!!!! ahhh... qi si ren... hope things settle as quickly as it did when i was in PJ ba... ho hum...

as i expecting a hell lot of differences from NH to PJ to JJ, i am thus PREPARING myself to face such ardous challenges.... so i PACKED my room, washed my own orange crum bag, washed my own shoes(although it still stinks... dunno why... =/), bought new stationery(in the end realised i already hav alot liao -.-), wrote my GP notes into my new GP book, and started using a file with larger capacity to house all the notes i will be getting tml... aint i great?? thinking back, i went to nh on th first day with like, a pencil case?? haha... tml also need to wear new uni... dunno without the four buttons i will get used to it a not... hmmm.... (paraniod arsehole detected!!!! alarms...)

however... i am still quite disturbed by the fact tt alot of stuff are still unsettled.... like dance and some other stuff... jus read finish Li Cunxin's Mao's Last Dancer... to me it is an inspiration... how one worked for wat they wan... he toiled everyday to be the best or to match the greats of ppl like kirkland and nureyev until the wooden floor of Beijing Dance Academy is left slightly indented because of his continuous practise of pirouettes.... he defected for the freedom he has so much wanted to taste and for love... something restricted under Mao Zedong's communist rule... from a peasant boy to part of the corp de ballet of houston ballet to soloist to principal of houston ballet to guest dancer in other major companies to teaching master classes to teachers in Beijing Dabce Academy to principal in Australian Ballet to a stockbroker... its extraordinary... in singapore, tts so hard to achieve...its not a matter of whether we wan it a not, its a matter of opportunities given & passed around, its the matter of the time we are allowed to hav for such stuff... would parents even giv a tots to such stuff?? now i am 17... i wan to search for my own opportunities i can find in my life... coz each day counts... watch me...

firstly... needa buy shoes with hb... zzz...

dun like my brother to keep dictating my life... oi tuition starts on may... hes not even asking for my opinions... nvm... the tutor jus got to w4tch ou7...

shld i even be happy abt tt sms? i jus got to think negative... so tt i will not fall into the valley of disappointment again =\