You stand so far away...

hey! da jia hao... ok.. this is not really that an joyous entry like the previous ones... coz of the few things that happened to me...

first is the release of the PAE admission thing.... ok.. i didnt get into an exceptionally good JC like the whole of my class did.. (F.Y.I. mt prelim results is the 4th in my class, counting from the back OF COURSE!) and i know that is very expected... i mean my class is like the best express class for my batch... AND i expected the results to be liddat... i was somehow or rather hoping it was my first choice but heaven always play tricks on me lahs... as usual, my forever-uncontented parents was unhappy that i went to that JC and asked me to appeal appeal appeal... then my mum told me to appeal everytime she sees me... told her its only first 3 months then she say first 3 months means the JAE exercise will also be liddat... AND she said mt o level results will NOT differ much... ok lor... not differ not differ lor... i mean if it dun differ then its my fate lor... there is nothing i can do mahs...

then i was overjoyed when jeslyn told me abt the arts school thing by MICA... so i took painstaking efforts(ok lah... not so cham... ahaha) to search for the info abt it... OMGGGGG cans? its estimated to be opened in 2008... AND its a pre-tertiary institute... emaning for ppl 13 to 18 nia... i will be 19 by 2008 lahs... and will be in the army... then i went to search NAFA de website... worse lor... age wise is can... but its a 3 year diploma course... means if i decide ti take such a route, i will get into army with the sec 3 boys... and daryl will not go in with me... i am trapped everywhere... then i remembered Wu Chu Cai Hong de quote: if u dun give up dance, dance will not give up u! a ray a hope i guess... but things are certainly looking gloomy can?

sometimes i really dun understand adults... they jus seem to be unable to understand our thinking which is so simple... they wan us to stay committed to our CCAs and do our school proud... but they also feel that CCA is jus something to gain points... u finish ur 4 years inside then u r free... wl.. irony lah... like my mum... whole day can keep saying weihong u so fat... donate some to your bro lah... then told her dinner not eating much then she scold me and cooked lots and lots of rice.... smell my da bian can? i throw away also kena bombarded... :( dunno lah... vavavoom